tues, sept 3 ... the ESC for 2½ hours of play ... a very fluid scene; i begin with the triple plug, playing with myself while a couple of guys check me out ... a big bear of a man finally starts working me over, moving on after about 15 minutes

that’s when i put the first ball in me, putting another one in and out over time ... this brings a few different guys, finally culminating with the bear and another guy using the balls and the large dildo in me ... the bald guy says, “you really are a slut, aren’t you?”

another guy like him comes in and starts using the large dildo in me ... he’s got it totally in and starts using a couple of fingers as well ... that’s when i ask him to put on a glove and gives me a complete fisting, right past the wrist, while he sucks me off to completion ... wow

tues, sept 10 ... to prepare for the sex party, i take a Vioxx with my first vodka and then have a seat at the bar for my second drink ... and then a joint ...

i packed the triple plug, the large toy and the anal balls ... spent the greater part of an hour on the central platform getting fisted and “balled” by one guy with a few others either watching or helping

after he was done, mike took me into a sling and fisted me and fucked me with one or two other guys around ... we stayed a half hour after closing since we weren’t kicked out

fri, sept 13 and el mirage at 11 ... highlights include an older guy in a sling; i eat out his ass and got his huge dick so hard, that I grabbed the chains and pulled myself up and onto it – four times!

watched a young cute couple playing; they had drawn a crowd around them ... got fucked in the couch room by a gorgeous tweaker, followed by a huge shaved head with prince albert dick, and the black guy with the really huge cock

that’s when i met M who got me on a platform and was fisting me until we decided to go back to my place where he used all the toys on me and made me sit on the huge dildo while pissing on me in the tub

tues, sept 17 and at Dick’s, I meet one of three guys ... he looks english and cute and practically corrals me in the bathroom ... so I take him home and have some fun

sat, oct 5 ... phone call to M leads to me getting there at 9:30 and leaving at 4:30 am ... for the first hour, we relax, smoke some pot, drink some vodka, and do a couple of lines ... i, of course, immediately took of my pants and sneakers when I arrived; he kept hard underneath his jeans

at least 5 piss scenes, in every part of the apartment, bondage (with the two dildos up me), clothespins (a dozen on either side and a dozen on my cock and balls), double-headed dildo (with both heads near the end), Rambone, and the triple cone

mon, oct 14 ... M persuades me to come over, which I do with a few toys in the bag ... we never get around to using them, though, as our first scene is a dog food scene with piss ... it’s quite the w/s to get us going

we get into 2 fuck scenes, first with me sitting on him and then on my knees ... we come to the decision that he will cum on me while he’s fisting me on my back ... and this was a low-key evening!

wed, oct 16 ... i had my prince albert re-installed ... first they put an 8 gauge in for a couple of weeks

fri, october 18 and it’s off to the main event, El Mirage ... yes, an evening of extreme sex ... we start in the back room, with me on my knees blowing 3 or 4 guys before M takes me to a sling and fucks and fists me

some random play until we decide to use the main sling, where he gives me a severe pounding before starting to fist me ... at that point Andrew, looking like a guy from Fallen Angel, joins us and immediately shoves his whole hand into me

then a long scene with them alternating their fists in me, M pissing in my mouth, and more fucking ... the scene went on forever, my mind totally taken over by thoughts of what was happening to me ... after awhile, M actually takes a break and Andrew continues a solid fisting of my ass for another 10 minutes

i wind up with 2 muscle men, one who is fucking the other ... they allow me to join the fun ... once i do, I start getting fucked by one, and then the other, all while sucking off the one who isn’t fucking me

M is totally turned on by this and gives me some piss while they keep switching me around

he cums while i’m riding him and pisses all over me while i shower it off ... we sleep for 3 hours before some more fooling around ... i cum on his chest this time before showering and leaving

sun, oct 20 and M and i were supposed to go to a piss party but but instead just hang out for an hour, smoking pot and our basic depraved sex, with rope bondage around my balls and two separate fucking sessions on the bed

i didn’t think either of us was going to cum, but then he got me on my knees in front of the door mirror, fed me his piss, and then drenched me from my hair on down

it was so hot that i climbed on top of him on the bed and shot my load all over him ... and of course left for home so he could think about what happened!

wed, oct 23 ... El Mirage at 10 pm ... it’s a Piss Punks party, so it was a bit of a surprise when i get fucked within the first five minutes by a bear who’s seen me at other parties ... he’s sticking it in me throughout the next few hours.

i take 2 or 3 others , finally getting my dose of piss downstairs in the bathroom from Cap’n Jack ... when i finally asked, he started pissing a huge stream all over me

i started getting hard and stroking myself while guys checked out my glistening body ... another guy came in ... i told him to piss on me and kneeled before him ... he added his piss load

i was ready to cum, so went into a room where a guy was lying in a sling ... i shot all over him as a couple of other big dicked guys fucked me

tue, oct 29 ... i’m seeing M in the evening but go to the East Side Club for the afternoon ... i start by fooling around with a couple of older guys who make me hard

then a guy shoved the double-headed deep in me ... pulling it out and then sliding more than half of it back in ... over and over

i had a session with a guy who looked like the late director Paul Bartel ... he fucks me standing on the bed facing the wall ... his first time in 15 years, he later tells me ... until i shoot an amazing load all over the wall ... quite a surprise

M comes over to my apt in the evening for sex – for three hours straight!

deep throat sucking ... he's training me to hold his huge dick all the way down my throat without breathing ... and fucking; he actually went through almost half a dozen condoms before we finally went to sleep

fri, nov 1 ... M’s for 7 hours ... yes, another marathon session, starting with a doctor’s scene set in the late 1800s ... he’s Dr. M and i’m an anatomy model that he’s exhibiting to a class of students

this involves a speculum, a medical instrument to stretch my ass; I’ve brought the camera so we get a couple of interesting shots of it

watersports, of course ... 3 different sessions

then an incredible bondage scene with 70 clothespins attached to me ... intense
 

things slowed down after that, probably due to the amount of cocaine he worked up my ass (interesting!) and much vodka and pot

mon, nov 4 ... off to Studio 28, the hot sex club ... i was there when it opened and the man in front of me was the guy who fisted me for an hour at the last party

inside, he eats my ass while i suck off a couple of hot leathermen ... they start to fuck me in turns

then i meet up with L, who is interested in having me at his place in a deep bondage scene ... he shoves me around and works me over

after i’m totally hot, S takes me to the sling ... before he can get me in it, a guy grabs me and shoves his dick right into me ...

he fucks me like a dog until he shoots up me ... ahhhh ... it pours out of my ass on the floor!

S pulls me into the sling, where he proceeds to put his hand deep inside of me ... remember, he was a puppeteer ... he’s really putting it in me ... i suck off three guys who are watching

i can’t stand it any more and suddenly start shooting all over myself

it’s time to clean up and get out ... before i make it to the front, i see Cap’n Jack, the guy who pissed on me at El Mirage last week ... he sucks my cock before i call it an early night

oh ... i thought of a scene for M and me ... we go to a bar, him with a yellow hanky in his left pocket and me with a red and yellow in my right ... we wait until someone with a red hanky in his right pocket comes up to us and says, “I think I can finish the equation for you.”

well ... as i was leaving a hot bear was undressing ... and he had a red hanky in his left pocket ... i told him my fantasy, and E said he’d be glad to help ...  mmmm

fri, nov 8 ... normally M and i lay around the apartment talking before sex ... but this time we start fucking downstairs before we go upstairs

he ties me down ... ties my balls with a rope to the base of the bed ... and a rope through my p.a. and back over the door behind me

he takes out a shaved ginger root ... followed by three thin zucchini ... and finally a full yellow squash which totally disappears up my ass

at that point that he gets out the Crisco and begins to fist me ...

after he unties me ... i cum on him and he cums on me.

he gets a second wind ... and begins to fist me on my knees ... with both hands alternating

in the morning, he fists me again ... while cumming in my mouth

ah, just a normal evening at M’s!

sun, nov 10 ... at 9 pm, i check out the Gay Erotic Expo over at webster hall ... it’s a bunch of porno exhibitors, but it’s fun and I drop off some slutboy cards while there

by 11 pm, i’m ready for action ... and so it’s the fisting fraternity at El Mirage

for the first hour i’m a bottom, getting fisted by a guy with a beard in a back sling ... a big hand but i take it all

but then things change as i later fist him in the downstairs sling ... followed by fisting A, a tall leatherman from Italy ... he’s really hot and i get great practice as a top.

during this time, Boy has been hovering around ... he’s tweaking and gets me some too ... so he and I start playing with various guys

when we get upstairs we see R, this hot guy with a bunch of dildos laying next to him ... i alternate various dildos up their asses, first a pair of black ones, then a fat flesh one and even one with two big balls on a rod

this goes on for almost an hour ... the party ends at 2 am, and i walk back home, stopping at Urge and Dick's for drinks

wed, nov 12 ... the most interesting email is from a porn producer ... he likes my site and asks me if I’d like to be in a video! ... totally cool

fri, nov 15 ... i'm a birthday present to a close friend ... i get to his apartment around 5 pm ...  we  walk to Purple Passion, a sex shop on 21st street ... he buys a new flail ... i buy an extremely large butt plug as well as tit clamps on a chain ... all will be used later

we walk to the Paramount Hotel for drinks ... they have a bar on the mezzanine ... he takes me into the bathroom ... it has private rooms, and he actually pisses in my mouth while i’m sitting on the toilet

after stopping at some sleazy bar, we go back to the apartment for 12 hours of sex ... we use the flail ... he pisses on me on the floor outside the kitchen ... we try to work the butt plug up my ass (too big - gotta keep trying) ... he fucks me ... and things i can’t remember ...

until we actually take a break and go to the new Eagle for an hour, closing it at 4 am ... and the drugs; there’s scotch and vodka, pot, poppers, coke, and we even split a hit of ecstasy

for our late night sex ... we get into serious fisting and he’s able to get in past the wrist ... he eventually gets two hands partially up me ... we sleep for a couple of hours ... when he gets up, we have more sex ... he gets back to fisting me ... it’s past noon when i finally get showered and head home

sun, nov 17 ... we are attending a monthly piss party in brooklyn ... this has to be the granddaddy of all of them ... we’re not there more than 10 minutes (enough to smoke a joint) before we’re in the main room with M fucking me

he invites a big dicked black guy to fuck me too ... and that guy pisses in my ass while M pisses in my mouth ... i squat down and feel it running out of me

almost 3 hours with me as the bottom in 4 separate heavy-duty scenes ... including another in the main room ... one in the bathtub ...

and a grand finale at the back bar ... where M cums on me while three guys piss on me ... and then I shoot while two other guys continue pissing on me

mon, nov 18 and my day starts at 5 am when my roommate comes home with 3 guys in tow ... i assumed they were going to have sex, but it was mainly to hang and drink ... unacceptable to me, and probably to the one kid who left early

but the other guy leaves early ... that leaves a pretty young thing who is a junior at NYU ... my roommate actually manages to fall asleep on him ... so the kid wakes me in the living room and we have sex for about an hour before we both cum and he leaves around 7:30 am

mon nite, nov 18 ... the idea was a relaxing night before M goes on vacation ... but of course that doesn’t happen ... as quiet as it gets, is that there’s no watersports ... yet, there’s fucking and fisting aplenty

we even take a couple 100 mg viagra, along with more scotch and pot ... oh, so no coke or other heavy drugs; my aren’t we good ... it’s almost 4 am by the time we put out the light

we’re up around 7:30 am ... well, i’m certainly up with a big hard-on ... M is up within minutes, and it’s not long after that that his cock is in me, fucking me like mad ... ah, good morning

tues, nov 19 ... 3 pm, i go for an interview a porn producer ... he likes me, but who wouldn’t with my new gym body!

fri, nov 22 ... i leave at 9:30 pm and go for a couple of drinks ... while there, that new cute dealer is hanging out and we wind up doing coke in the bathroom ... followed by smoking pipes of pot and then a pot and coke mixture ... all while making out near the pool table ... the weird part is that he was giving me, not selling me, the drugs ... in fact, i paid for none all nite

i finally have to leave ... and grab a bus to El Mirage where i spend 5 hours

someone i know once suggested that i would rather have "14 guys filling all of my holes" rather than being with one person ... well, this was the evening it happened ... if we count the dealer (who filled my mouth with tongue and drugs), two separate fistings from mike (with the short dreads and great cock) who then gave me some bumps of something in the bathroom, and perhaps twice by the same guy, I know I hit 14

there was also some minor watersports and a hard fucking ... both in the sling and the middle room by someone ... after he made me cum in the sling, i cleaned up and left

sun, nov 24 and I’m getting high and having a scotch ... i was at the party close to 9 pm ... just lots and lots of fucking, including in the sling ... the highlight was the big black guy, and also mike fucking me a lot ... my guess is two long sessions of four or five guys each, and some quickies
 

wed, nov 27 and i go to Dick’s for a drink before going to El Mirage ... not a small crowd, considering it was the night before Thanksgiving, but an uneven one ... i did get fucked by four guys, as I recall, and having to wash the lube out of my hair at one point ... at the moment, i don’t remember any other details!
 

fri, nov 29 and my original plan was to attend Ed and Steve’s piss party, but once I found out it was on 200th Street i passed on that one ... got high and had some Johnny Walker Black until leaving for Studio 28 before midnight ... i was there a couple of hours, and was actually ready to go home ... for some reason, i was having no luck!

i did meet the man who throws the party, however; a big bear, and very nice ... but suddenly, a beautifully muscled black man started playing with me ... i wasn’t sure if he wanted to top or bottom, but when he asked me if i wanted my “hole poked” and put me in the sling, i knew ... it was a fairly amazing fisting session for being only that; although I did notice that his right hand fit better than his left ... well, that made it worthwhile and i left around 2 am ... back in apartment, watching some porn until sleep by 4 am ... i should note that the two best tapes have been by Dick Wadd, Power Pissing and Shaved, something and Barebacked.